Looks like I'm crying tomorrow, no matter what!

So tomorrow is the big day for this cycle. My test day. It's going to be an either really good day or really bad, bad would be fitting for the week I'm having. I'm so optimistic but still trying to be realistic and remind myself that the doctor said it can take a few rounds of femara before you get a positive test. I know I'm going to be really upset if I see another negative test. I guess there really isn't a point to this post other than to get my fears out of my head. I'm a nervous wreck about testing!